It's my 18th birthday. Originally, the release of "Tony Ferrara's World's & Dreams" was set to be on the same day that I commit suicide. Instead, I developed a few new friendships that I will eventually jeopardize when I'm in need of new material. My art bleeds into my personal life and vice-versa.
They both ruin each other.
A little more than a week before release of this album, I spent 3 days in a mental hospital. Those 3 days of me being held against my will resulted in what was the first time that I had ever come up with an actual plan to kill myself. I can say with great confidence that being able to make this music is the only reason that I'm still alive.